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Vem cá! Vem ver minha vida. Vem! Pode abrir a porta. Olha só como eu vivo. Sente como eu respiro. Olha a luz que me ilumina. Olha aqui essa ferida, viu? Me cortei cozinhando.
Vem ver minha dor enquanto leio o jornal de ontem. Vem que não tem mais ninguém aqui. Não precisa ter medo, não mordo, não corro. Eu não sinto raiva. Tenho defeitos, mas não aprisiono. Vem! Tem flores aqui também. Pus água nelas ontem, quando ganhei um abraço.
Aqui não tem truque. É pedaço por pedaço, não tem mistério, nada é particular. Eu quero até que você entre. Está todo mundo longe e eu sempre cozinho para muita gente, não sei fazer meio pacote de macarrão.
Vem! Quem sabe a noite você pode me ajudar a trancar as janelas antes de dormir. Aqui tem cobertor pra você, tem água fresca de filtro de barro, tem chão gelado para acordar os pés, tem banho quente pra lavar as lágrimas. Vem! De vez em quando aqui tem até poesia de ler e de ouvir. Tudo bem baixinho.
Agora que percebo que você está sentindo uma pontinha de vontade de entrar, devo te avisar: aqui também toca rock pesado e alto. Aqui de vez em quando acaba a luz. Completamente escuro e demora pra voltar um raio.
Sabe, às vezes as prateleiras esvaziam e a porta se tranca sozinha, então passo fome. Só aqui dentro, às vezes, faz um frio danado que nenhum cobertor dá conta. Tem dias em que a fumaça embaça completamente a visão, fica difícil até andar pela casa. Algumas noites de tão sombrias que ficam, aqui tem oração, dessas desesperadas quando deus, mesmo que não exista, tende a olhar por mim. Essa casa tem dias que parece que vai cair, e alguns tijolos até chegam a ruir. Eu me seguro e seguro a casa também, não se preocupe, mas que assusta, assusta! Não posso negar que tem dias que acordo com sono. E volto a dormir. Terás de ficar sozinho. Passo muito tempo sem sonhar, então ficaremos muitos dias sem assunto. Mas estou aqui fora, te esperando! Vem! Aqui é tudo verdade

49 comentários:

Vivian disse...

...ahhh
mas o que é bom deve ser
revivido, repetido muitas
e muitas vezes, porque a vida
nunca é a mesma, os valores
se dissipam, e nunca lemos
da mesma maneira anterior.

hoje senti diferente,
porisso a emoção novamente.

eu te amo, linda!

e felizes das pessoas
novas que passeiam por
esta 'estrada'.

muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Jacinta Dantas disse...

Menina,
fui lendo assim, sem parar nos pontos e vírgulas, sentindo a emoção e percebendo-me no fora e no dentro, como se fosse eu diante do meu espelho, refletindo a vida vivida na vida que quero viver agora.
Bom, mas isso sou eu, e o que importa mesmo é que esse texto ficou muito bonito. Mexe comigo.
Beijo

Carolina Sperb disse...

primeiro: adorei o visual novo do blog... fazia tempos que aparecia por aqui, já sentia o peito arder e não sabia o que era.. hoje, ele acalmou. sentira falta de tanto sentido...

segundo: eu vou! me convenceu...
só quero coisas de verdade, por mais estranhas, duras e frias que possam ser... são de verdade.

saudade de te ler...
beijo, minha querida! ;)

Ricardo Jung disse...

é tudo verdade... pelo menos até você chegar

como é único e incondicional, até que se consuma

amores impossíveis... veneno do mais saboroso

:.tossan® disse...

Que espetáculo de narrativa a sua.
Filtro de barro sim...rock pesado não!
O visual do blog está ótimo.
Beijo

Jaqueline Lima disse...

um contraste tênue. um lugar que está cheio. algumas vezes pode ficar vazio sim. porque é assim. nem tudo é linear. ás vezes dá umas voltas. vai . depois retorna. e isso é a verdade. mais pura. e
sincera. por isso espere. alguém vai querer entrar.

Beijos menina!

Germano Viana Xavier disse...

Melhor mesmo dar um aviso, mesmo que entre em clichê e seja apenas um aviso prévio. Há cães na cidade, e a "cidade da noite" do Leopold Bloom enobrece as vítimas da solidão. Melhor a faca no peito que a morte última numa alcova de falsidades.

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Narradora disse...

Completo e verdadeiro: com flores e tijolos soltos.
Vida mesmo, pra quem tá disposto a pagar o preço.É certo que isso diminui a plateia, mas com certeza a deixa bem mais interessante.
Beijos.

João Neto disse...

Não saber fazer meio pacote de macarrão é virtude. E sim, tudo aqui é de verdade. Tudo aqui faz sentido e faz sentir. De todas as suas qualidades o seu despojamento literário é o que mais me agrada. Nada de muito enfeite e plumas e paêtes. Porrada crua e nua e verdade na cara, que teima em não ficar vermelha, essa sem-vergonha...

Dauri Batisti disse...

O texto mais bonito que li estes dias. Parabéns.

Adriana Gehlen disse...

eu cansei de mandar vim ver.

Letícia disse...

Eu vim. E sempre gosto e não por retribuir comentário seu nem nada. É um convite e aviso de que se é humano e imcompleto e cheio de outras coisas também. E não sei fazer meio pacote de macarrão. Aliás, não faço nada pela metade. Você e suas palavras.

E quanto ao que disse - já disse. Gosto de gente que diz e não de gente que diz que vai dizer e se esconde. Adoro a franqueza necessária.

Bjs.

Vivian disse...

...vim só saber se este machucadinho que fizestes cozinhando, já está melhor,
e dizer que te amo...

muahhhhhhhhh

Germano Viana Xavier disse...

Vim dizer da boniteza bonita que ficou o blog, Tebet.

Um carinho de domingo.
Continuemos...

guru martins disse...

...essa casa
parece com a
minha. Boa de
ser e estar...

bj

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